Do we eventually meet the right one’s or just simply settle for something that’s been the closest to perfection just cuz we are tired to walk this road alone?

Well I am just getting ready to make a first step on the road that I have to walk alone, and if I walk long and stubbornly enough, I might reach the end of my journey, where “she” awaits. Does she even exists?

I say: “Why not, if u can imagine it?”)))

I see it the way its happening… I finish my last steps on the hot sand and I can barely stand. I fall on my knees, seconds away from turning back. Thats when I hear her voice…

I look up… and there she is. Just the way I imagined her all these years. But this time, she is real.

As I get close enough for her to hear me, she smiles and I say….

Why talk when few words can do? Guess it will be that simple :))) But waiting is always the hardest part indeed.

So what is she like?

She is everything!

Sad and happy, weak and strong, good and bad. She is different, but always the same.

Its only the tiny bits that help me buid up her image inside my head. They seem so trivial, but together - form a bigger picture. A picture made up of naturally insignificant elements that form a portrait worth a thousand words. Every element of those has a story behind it… a particular quality of her’s that creates a perfect compination…

Well, she adores “Victoria’s Secret” :)))

And even this picture is selected for a reason. She is naturally skinny, but not taller than 5 feet 8 inches. Well… not much taller :))

Did I say sporty? 

This time its not about being fit or anything. Its about me and my love for sport. Even more than that, its the healthy way of life. 

Of course, everyone is allowed a day or two off to spend in bed cuddling or to eating a so called “3AM burger”. Thats like off the record, u know ;)

And not gonna hide it, the girl of my dreams is “bad”…. No, like “really bad”! 

There is something about it though :/ Is she bad? Guess that cannot be true, as she is always there for me, whether I am right or wrong. Reminds me of one song:

And I know, we”ll stand together when the world falls down 

And I know that our forever’s gonna start right now

Weird, isn’t it? The way this person can be imperfect in a perfect way, just as if it was created to complete you, to make u whole. 

There is still an issue though……

How do we deal with all these issues? Hmm… I know how :) 

She clearly does have a sense of humour!

I know there will moments when we gonna miss each other. And truth is - I even long for these moments. The bittersweet feeling of missing her can only emphasize my feeling. And its always great to have her to think about. Cuz some time, the day will come when me and her are gonna be together again.

And I know for sure that with her diverse personality, she’s gonna be a pain in the neck. But every horrible surprise she’s gonna throw at me, will only make me love her more. I wouldn’t be surprised if one day I come home and see something like this….

And I won’t even be mad… well maybe a little (judging from my short temper). But hell with it. I ain’t gonna let her ruin our relationship! After all, I am always up for a good fight, and I am never missing an opportunity for a make up sex ;)))

Oh, and she L-O-V-E-S to dance and she loves music. And u know whats funny? She likes exactly what I do! Cuz I like everything that she likes!

We are gonna have long sleepless nights watching movies, eating pizzas, having sex while listening to 009 Sound System (uploaded earlier) and doing some other epic shit too (c)

Did I say she loves tattoos?

Ooooooooooooooops!!!… thats a little too much :$

But u know what I mean - she’s like into tattoos and stuff ;)))

Of course, there are hundreds of things I can put here or anywhere else.

Something like “our room is gonna look something like this“…

or 

“I want her to dress up funny like that“…

In the end of the day, these are all just pictures… something that can barely visualize her the way she is in my head.

And all of what u’ve just read…. its just to remind myself that all of it doesn’t matter. It has nothing to do with her. In the end of the day, nor her tattoos, nor her music preferences won’t affect the decision.

The decision that my heart will make one day.

She is someone who I’m gonna spend every single day of my life with. And I will never regret of not spending it with someone else. That thing I know for sure!